Monday, February 28, 2022

His Faith Is Perfect

From Bruce R. McConkie's April 1982 "The Doctrine of the Priesthood":
"[The doctrine of the priesthood] is that our Eternal Father enjoys this high status of glory and perfection and power because His faith is perfect and His priesthood is unlimited"

"His faith" meaning His belief in His ability to create change. It is perfect since He has no doubts.

Daily Ponderings: These Things Command

1 Timothy 4:11
These things command and teach.

I should recognize right things as imperative to do.

I can feel infused with power as I choose to do right things.

TFHW: More Uncle Hiram

2-27-22
Finished attaching Hiram Edwards obituary
Transcribed Herbert Edwards obituary
Attached Herbert Edwards obituary

Sunday, February 27, 2022

Sin and State

All sins result from being in a disempowered state. The goal is to be kind - always, to everyone and everything. This requires a state of feeling powerful with no cognizance of weaknesses and vulnerabilities. It's a feeling of immortality. Of imperviousness

The Order of the Son of God

From Ezra Taft Benson's August 1985 Ensign article "What I Hope You Will Teach Your Children About the Temple":
"To enter into the order of the Son of God is the equivalent today of entering into the fullness of hte Melchizedek Priesthood..."

It's not being ordained to bear the priesthood, the fulness is being taught how to use His power to change people's lives for the better

In learning how to be kind to others, I learn how to be kind to myself, which is the first essential step

Using His power in the way He intends, changes me to become more like HIm

These changess are cumulative, but not necessarily permanent. They are subject to slow decay. Because entropy must increase.

After the Order of Him

From Ezra Taft Benson's August 1985 Ensign article "What I Hope You Will Teach Your Children About the Temple":
"Thou are after the order of him who was without beginning of days or end of years..."

The order isn't bearing the priesthood, it's using priesthood power [the ability to cause change] the way He would use it - only to bless and improve the lives of others or myself

See That Potential

From Henry B. Eyring's April 2017 "Walk With Me"
"Walking with the Savior will change the way you look at others... If you walk with the Savior long enough, you will learn to see everyone as a child of God with limitless potential... [and be able to] help people see that potential in themselves and so repent"

I can see the limitless potential in myself, repent, and become more like Him

That Power

From Bruce R. McConkie's April 1982 "The Doctrine of the Priesthood":
"...glimpse the wonders of that power by which the worlds were made."

Power = the ability to change myself, or others, or my environment

Bless Our Fellows, Save Ourselves

From Bruce R. McConkie's April 1982 "The Doctrine of the Priesthood":
"Perhaps we can see how... we... may uses this same [priesthood] power to bless our fellows and save ourselves"

I should only use power to bless others or to pursue joy

Daily Ponderings: Nourished Up in the Words of Faith

1 Timothy 4:6
If thou put the brethren in remembrance of these things, thou shalt be a good minister of Jesus Christ, nourished up in the words of faith and of good doctrine, whereunto thou hast attained.

I should discover, learn, and memorize empowering beliefs

I can use empowering beliefs in the moment to ease me through heart-hardening situations.

TFHW: Intitiatory

2-26-22
Did Initiatory at the temple

Saturday, February 26, 2022

Joy

Joy = a state of happiness where your short term pleasure does not compromise your long term well being

I'm Not Wrong

The adversary tells me that everything I'm doing is wrong. Why? Because... I'm not doing something else. That's the only reason he gives - I should be doing something else.

What if everything I do is right?

Daily Ponderings: The Mystery of Godliness

1 Timothy 3:16
And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory.

I should think about what godliness means, so that the Holy Ghost can teach me what I can do to become more like Him.

I can choose to think like Him as a way of becoming more like Him

TFHW: Connected

2-25-22
Uploaded Hiram Edwards WWI & WWII draft cards
Uploaded Hiram Edwards obituary
Started attaching Hiram Edwards obituary
Updated and merged Florence Edwards

Friday, February 25, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Faithful in All Things

1 Timothy 3:11
Even so must their wives be grave, not slanderers, sober, faithful in all things.

I should choose empowering beliefs to help me prepare for every situation

I can feel better, by choice, at any minute of the day.

TFHW: A Little More Hiram

2-24-22
Downloaded Hiram Edwards WWI draft card

Thursday, February 24, 2022

I Will Be Your God, and Ye Shall Be My People

Moses 6:34
"Behold my Spirit is upon you, wherefore all thy words will I justify; and the mountains shall flee before you, and the rivers shall turn from their course; [/] and thou shalt abide in me, and I in you; thereforewalk with me."
I will be your God - providing all the power you need to change what needs changing Ye shall be my people - do what I command. Not just the general orders I give to all, but the specifiic oncs I give to you. And learn to tell the difference between My voice and anyone else's. Only obey My voice, but do so scrupulously. Jeremiah 7:23 But this thing commanded I them, saying, Obey my voice, and I will be your God, and ye shall be my people: and walk ye in all the ways that I have commanded you, that it may be well unto you.

Daily Ponderings: Not a Novice

1 Timothy 3:6
Not a novice, lest being lifted up with pride he fall into the condemnation of the devil.

I should seek His guidance in any matter where my experience falls short.

I can know how to proceed in new areas with wisdom He imparts to me through the things I already know. That's why study is so important. The more I know, the more He can use to draw upon to help me.

TFHW: Plane and Simple

2-23-22
Emailed Aunt Marion about Grandpa's airplane. Sent pics
Gave Kitten healing blessing with Michael at 3am
Emailed siblings - it's not Grandpa or his plane, which was yellow
Found Hiram Edwards WWII draft card

Wednesday, February 23, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Faith, Charity, Holiness, Sobriety

1 Timothy 2:15
Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness with sobriety.

I should act, in kindness, seeking to emulate Him earnestly

I can be a good example

TFHW: Not My Favorite Video

2-22-22 Emailed family about Grandpa Wright's airplane
Watched "Is Genesis History?" video and texted Roger.
Thanked Elizabeth Merry for the last batch of obituaries

Tuesday, February 22, 2022

Another Advantage of Christianity

From Barry Willardson's 2015 BYU speech "Strangers and Pilgrims on the Earth":
"[The atheist said] our belief in God was a deception that made us feel better about our lives"

How can something that's not true make us feel better about our lives?

Two ways: either it takes our focus away from unpleasant things we can fix, preventing us from improving our lives, OR it takes our focus away from unpleasant things we can't fix, which allows us to feel joy, which is a far more resourceful state than misery. All things being equal, it's better to spend your time feeling joy rather than misery.

I've never met God. I can't prove He exists. All I know is that when I do the things that a person who believes in God would do, I feel happier.

The Advantage of Christianity

From Barry Willardson's 2015 BYU speech "Strangers and Pilgrims on the Earth":
"God can reveal His existence, purposes, and truths to us by spiritual means that are just as real as physical scientific observations."

Spiritual means = thoughts, emotions, and physical sensations

What do all these spiritual truths allow us to do better? What advantage does reading, studying and living all this stuff give us?

Emotional control. The ability to get into the mood to do something good or kind or productive that is also - short term - uncomfortable or inconvenient.

Daily Ponderings: Learn in Silence

1 Timothy 2:11
Let the woman learn in silence with all subjection.

I should still my clamoring mind, and in peaceful silence, let truth and wisdom pour into my soul.

I can find peace, and let Him fill me

Daily Ponderings: In the Presence of God

JST Genesis 14:31
To put at defiance the armies of nations, to divide the earth, to break every band, to stand in the presence of God; to do all things according to his will, according to his command, subdue principalities and powers; and this by the will of the Son of God which was from before the foundation of the world.

I stand in His presence all the time. I have the gift of the Holy Ghost. He is not lesser. He is fully God, one in purpose with Father and Son. And He is with me every day. This is normal. This is natural. And this is now.

TFHW: New and Improved

2-21-22
Improved place names: Liberia (0) and Lithuania

Monday, February 21, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Who Gave Himself

1 Timothy 2:6
Who gave himself a ransom for all, to be testified in due time.

I should give myself over to His will. I fear losing control.

I can always have my fear replaced with peace.

Pride, Arrogance, Humility

Pride = the feeling that I - or the loved one in whom I invested effort - have had my hard work justly rewarded.

Arrogance = the unwillingness to change in the face of a clearly superior alternative, to avoid having to admit I was wrong.

Humility = the willingness to change in the face of a clearly superior alternative.

Pride is good until and unless it hits the point of "...and that makes me better than you"; instead of "everyone has something to be proud of, and those somethings are all different, and they're all good, because they all recognize and admire the principle of justice.

TFHW: Untangling

2-20-22
Emailed Ken Powell obituary to Patty
Finished attaching Ken Powell's obituary
Uploaded Joseph Wright WWII draft card
Uploaded Henry Edwards WWII draft card
Transcribed Hiram Edwards obituary

Sunday, February 20, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Quiet, Peaceable, Godliness, Honesty

1 Timothy 2:2
For kings, and for all that are in authority; that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and honesty.

This is liberty - the right to pursue the dictates of my conscience, without interference from others, ao long as my actions don't interfere with the equal right of others to do similarly

See also: Article of Faith 11

Daily Ponderings: Giving of Thanks for All Men

1 Timothy 2:1
I exhort therefore, that, first of all, supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks, be made for all men;

I should be thankful for ALL men.

I can find something to be thankful about, about anyone.

Daily Ponderings: That They May Learn

1 Timothy 1:20
Of whom is Hymenaeus and Alexander; whom I have delivered unto Satan, that they may learn not to blaspheme.

I should keep an open heart, ready to accept new knowledge

I can ask of any experience "what can I learn from this?"

TFHW: Tangled Web

2-19-22
Uploaded & attached Carol Powell obituary
Found Ken Powell obituary. Worked on attaching it. Created new siblings. Found out they were already there. Worked on merging them.

Saturday, February 19, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Grace Exceedingly Abundant

1 Timothy 1:14
And the grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant with faith and love which is in Christ Jesus.

His grace can make up for whatever I lack. I just need to ask for His help. The answer will always be yes.

Daily Ponderings: I Obtained Mercy

1 Timothy 1:13
Who was before a blasphemer, and a persecutor, and injurious: but I obtained mercy, because I did it ignorantly in unbelief.

I should ask for His kindness, even when I don't feel like I deserve it.

I can feel like I'm enough.

TFHW: Texting Again

2-18-22
Texted TFH Council
Sent Carol Powell obituary to Patty

Friday, February 18, 2022

Daily Ponderings: What They Say

1 Timothy 1:7
Desiring to be teachers of the law; understanding neither what they say, nor whereof they affirm.

I should strive to Hear Him

I can be willing

TFHW: Bare Minimum Counts

2-17-22
Prayed for TFH Council

Thursday, February 17, 2022

Hear Him (You Have to Listen)

What jazz guitarist Joe Pass said about playing with a pianist applies equally well to following God:

I think the real key is you have to keep your ears open, you have to listen, and you have to fit with the guy... You can't change him... the thing for you to do is make something out of what he does. Make him sound good. Then you'll have fun and so will he.

Grace and Mercy

Grace = getting help that I ask for but don't deserve

Mercy = not getting a punishment I do deserve

Grace is a reframe that removes a spiritual roadblock to progress by allowing me to no longer believe it exists. It allows me to give myself permission to move forward.

I can't because x is stopping me
I can remove x if you ask me.
Please remove x.
I have removed x.There is nothing stopping you. Proceed.

Daily Ponderings: Grace of Our Lord Jesus Christ Be With You

2 Thessalonians 3:18
The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. Amen.

I should accept His grace to make up for any shortcoming I have.

I can try, and fail, and His grace allows me to try again without penalty

What's the difference between grace and His atonement?

TFHW: More Uncle Henry

Emailed siblings and Roger about Henry Edwards
Linked 1930 census to Henry Edwards
Sent Joseph Wright WWII draft card to siblings

Wednesday, February 16, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Peace Always

2 Thessalonians 3:16
Now the Lord of peace himself give you peace always by all means. The Lord be with you all.

I can have peace always

The Trick

The most important skill I can develop is to learn how to get myself to do the thing I know I should do when I don't feel like doing it at the time. How to change that "no" of inaction into the "yes" of action. A small thing. A simple thing. A very hard thing.

Daily Ponderings: Be Not Weary

2 Thessalonians 3:13
But ye, brethren, be not weary in well doing.

I should turn to him for strength when I'm tired

I can be strengthened above weariness if I ask for His help

TFHW: Draft Cards

2-15-22
Found draft cards for some of Corey's male relatives
Attached Henry Edwards obituary, corrected his name, added middle name to Leigh Emery Edwards
Wrote to Aunt Marion about Henry Edwards

Tuesday, February 15, 2022

Daily Ponderings: How Ye Ought to Follow Us

2 Thessalonians 3:7
For yourselves know how ye ought to follow us: for we behaved not ourselves disorderly among you;

I should seek His peace at all times today and follow in His way with kindness to all I encounter

I can seek peace, strength, and power 200 times a day

TFHW: The Reddest Gift-Giving Holiday

2-14-22
Gave Valentine's Day gifts to my wife.
Sent WWII draft card to Corey for James E. Butler
Asked to come to ward council - was told not until 1st Sunday

Monday, February 14, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Comfort Your Hearts

2 Thessalonians 2:17
Comfort your hearts, and stablish you in every good word and work.

I should seek His peace, over and over to comfort my heart.

I can seek the comfrot of His peace every single time I'm uncomfortable. There's no upper limit to the number of times I can ask for His help to feel better. 200 times a day would not only be reasonable, it would make Him happy to see me trying so hard.

Who Am I? Who Am I Becoming?

"A child of God" only describes my potential.

"A small animal on a space rock in a tiny corner of the universe" is also true.

Which one is more useful to focus on?

And why am I asking the question? Do I want the answer to empower me to find joy, or to justify my surrender to despair and misery?

I am what I have done and thought up until this point in my life.

Am I the good things I do or the bad things? Or all the things?

If I'm all the things, I can't reduce the disparate existants into a concept. I have to omit something. What can I properly omit? The non-essentials. Which are non-essential?

Non-essential for what? What is the goal of asking "who am I?"

If I know who I am, and I choose who I want to become, I can design a path to get me from start to finish. There is no point in knowing who I am except to know where I'm starting so that I can progress to where I want to be.

In order for knowing who I am to help me become something else, I need to find a useful pattern within the sum total of my thoughts and actions.

Consider a checkerboard. How many different patterns can I extract? Rows, columns, diagonals, zigzags... Which is it? All of them. But if I want to win at checkers, the most useful is black diagonals.

If I declare that I want to become a checker player and follow the black diagonals, the adversary will point out times that I moved vertically or horizontally and say "see? you're no checker player". God will point out the times I DID move on the black diagonals, and say "See? You can do this. I will help you"

"Child of God" allows me to feel that it's possible for me to choose an empowering pattern. Christ's atonement and grace allow me to feel worthy to choose it.

Which experiences are non-essential? The ones that don't continue to shape me when I stop doing them.

There are things that I do, that I think about even when I'm not doing them.

This is who I am. This is who I'm becoming

Who I am is who I'm becoming. I am becoming the things I think about doing even when I'm not doing them.

I have become them when I use those things to help me to do other things, because they're now a habitual part of me. I can now focus on becoming something else, because the thing I was trying to become is now a part of who I am. I don't have to think about reading or walking or talking anymore.

Spiritual Diagnosis

I have to recognize that I have a spiritual complaint that can be treated.

I have to seek out a spiritual physician who I believe is capable of healing me.

He will ask me about my spiritual habits, and I must answer Him honestly - even if the answers don't make me look good.

He will tell me what I need to change.

I have to choose to be willing to be healed, despite the short-term discomfort the necessary changes will cause.

I must be completely obedient to His prescription for treatment.

[Credit for information on medical diagnoses: text from Larry Peterson]

Sacrifice

Sacrifice = an investment with an upfront payment. The ROI, measured in blessings, is always positive.

TFHW: Uncle Earl

2-13-22
Transcribed and attached Earl Olson's obituary
Transcribed Henry Edwards Obituary
Found out Henry went by Harry on WWII draft card and railroad worker card

Sunday, February 13, 2022

Daily Ponderings: God Shall Send Them

2 Thessalonians 2:11
And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:

I should seek to have Him send me peace, strength, and power

I can have these things and use them to bless the lives of myself and others

TFHW: Been There, Done That

2-12-22
Went to the temple for baptisms and confirmations; discovered the Glenview Library
Finished attaching Edward G. Olson obituary

Saturday, February 12, 2022

Daily Ponderings: That He Might Be Revealed

2 Thessalonians 2:6
And now ye know what withholdeth that he might be revealed in his time.

I should look for His hand in my life

I can take the time to notice His helps and briefly appreciate them

TFHW: Preparation Is Essential

2-11-22
Did tasks on app
Found names for baptisms

Friday, February 11, 2022

Daily Ponderings: The Grace of Our God

2 Thessalonians 1:12
That the name of our Lord Jesus Christ may be glorified in you, and ye in him, according to the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ.

I should open my heart to Him an dlet Him do His work in me.

I can join in this gentle transformative process

TFHW: Thanks for Counsel

2-10-22
Thanked Mike Davie for his text.
Played Ticket to Ride with the family

Thursday, February 10, 2022

Daily Ponderings: With God to Recompense Tribulation

2 Thessalonians 1:6
Seeing it is a righteous thing with God to recompense tribulation to them that trouble you;

I should release all thoughts of anger and retribution, knowing that those who offend me will get what they deserce without my having to expend any effort or a moment of attention. God will handle it without me.

I can feel satisfied with His justice

TFHW: 6th Anniversary

2-9-22
Exchanged anniversary gifts with my wife
Thanked Greg and Phoebe for their counsel

Wednesday, February 9, 2022

Daily Ponderings: That Ye May Be Counted Worthy

2 Thessalonians 1:5
Which is a manifest token of the righteous judgment of God, that ye may be counted worthy of the kingdom of God, for which ye also suffer:

I should seek the peace that is the sign of feeling worthy.

I can feel peace regularly, until I can feel it continually.

Do Not Anger

From 2 Nephi 4:29:
"[My soul] Do not anger again because of mine enemies"

TFHW: Text and Leigh Edwards

2-8-22
Texted TFHW council, individually that I was feeling uninspired in my calling. Responses from Greg, Carl, Jacom, and Phoebe
Finished attaching Leigh Edwards obituary
Transcribed Edward G. Olson obituary

Tuesday, February 8, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Jesus Christ Be With You

1 Thessalonians 5:28
The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen.

I should seek His help in finding peace and strength

I can remember that I don't have to do it all alone. The only part I have to do by myself is make the choice to seek.

TFHW: Father and Daughter

2-7-22
Worked on Leigh Edwards obituary
Corrected Harriet Edwards' name from Henrietta

Monday, February 7, 2022

Making Progress

I should ask for peace, then ask for strength, then I can move forward without fear

Daily Ponderings: Quench Not the Spirit

1 Thessalonians 5:19
Quench not the Spirit.

I should invite the Spirit freely and without resistance or impediment

I can set myself aside and let the Spirit flow through me unimpeded. This will not wash me away and make me less, it will infuse me and make me more.

TFHW: Great Grandma's Record

2-6-22
Uploaded and attached Elithabeth Wright obituary.
Transcribed Leigh Edwards obituary
Mentioned family history to Dave Olson
Mentioned family history to Cody Worthington
Sent email about Elithabeth Wright to Elizabeth Merry and Antigo Methodist church - What is ERA circa 1950?
Emailed Patty about her macular degeneration
Complimented bishop on mentioning temple in his testimony

Sunday, February 6, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Be Patient Toward All Men

1 Thessalonians 5:14
Now we exhort you, brethren, warn them that are unruly, comfort the feebleminded, support the weak, be patient toward all men.

I should seek peace, which is the essential root of patience.

I can make peace my habit, and patience follows, because it is just peace, repeated.

Patience = the choice of either a small reward in the short-term, or a more valuable reward in the long-term.

Daily Ponderings: We Should Live Together With Him

1 Thessalonians 5:10
Who died for us, that, whether we wake or sleep, we should live together with him.

I should try to walk closer to His way, and be thankful for His atonement that allows me to try again when I notice myself drifting, without the need to waste time with self-inflicted penance.

I can seek His peace 100 times a day without penalty; I am entitled to this by my covenants.

TFHW: Wrapping Up Joe

2-5-22
Did sealing at the temple
Finished attaching Joe Conachen funeral notice
Uploaded and attached William Wright obituary

Saturday, February 5, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Comfort One Another

1 Thessalonians 4:18
Wherefore comfort one another with these words.

I should be kind

I can set aside my fear, feel peace, and reach out to others

TFHW: Making Joe Right

2-4-22
Began attaching Joe Conachen funeral notice to people mentioned; added marriage date

Friday, February 4, 2022

Strength and Wisdom

From Russell M. Nelson's October 2016 "Stand as True Millenials":
"...the Lord will bless you with strength and wisdom to accomplish the impossible"

He provides the power, I provide the strength and wisdom that comes through me.

Daily Ponderings: Sorrow Not

1 Thessalonians 4:13
But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope.

I should find things to be cheerful about

I can feel cheerful, and I can begin from a position of peace

With practice, I will be ablt to go straight to cheerful

How He Feels

From Russell M. Nelson's October 2016 "Stand as True Millenials":
"Ask your Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus Christ how He feels about you and your mission here on earth"

He said "supportive"

TFHW: Fixing Family

2-3-22
Fixed Joe Conachen name
Attached Joe Conachen death notice and obituary
Transcribed Joe Conachen funeral notice

Thursday, February 3, 2022

Covenant Keeping

Like marriage, "being His" requires a "do whatever it takes" attitude to make it work.

This includes doing unpleasant, uncomfortable, and inconvenient things, while counting them all blessings; knowing that there are pleasant, comfortable, and convenient things that will outweigh them.

What Is God's Love Language?

I'm guessing:

Words of afffirmation
Acts of service
Quality time

Daily Ponderings: Unto Holiness

1 Thessalonians 4:7
For God hath not called us unto uncleanness, but unto holiness.

I should lift my gaze to view the ways I can become more like Him.

I can start with His peace, and then go purposefully where I need to go.

TFHW: Typing Uncle

2-2-22
Transcribed Bernard Wright's burial notice
Attached Bernard Wright's burial notice

Wednesday, February 2, 2022

Daily Ponderings: Your Hearts Blameless in Holiness

1 Thessalonians 3:13
To the end he may stablish your hearts unblameable in holiness before God, even our Father, at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ with all his saints.

I should desire the things of God

I can make wanting the things of God a habit

Daily Ponderings: Out of Weakness, He Shall Be Made Strong

2 Nephi 3:13
And out of weakness he shall be made strong, in that day when my work shall commence among all my people, unto the restoring thee, O house of Israel, saith the Lord.

I should trust in His ability to strengthen me

I can be made strong, no matter my weakness

TFHW: Uncle Bernard

2-1-22
Sourced and attached Bernard Wright's obituary
Cropped and saved Bernard Wright's burial notice

Tuesday, February 1, 2022

Daily Ponderings: What Thanks Can We Render to God

1 Thessalonians 3:9
For what thanks can we render to God again for you, for all the joy wherewith we joy for your sakes before our God;

I should be aware of the good things in my life

I can notice and focus on the good things in my life and be thankful for them

TFHW: Reaching Out

1-31-22
Texted Roger