Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Daily Ponderings: My Work

2 Nephi 29:9
And I do this that I may prove unto many that I am the same yesterday, today, and forever; and that I speak forth my words according to mine own pleasure. And because that I have spoken one word ye need not suppose that I cannot speak another; for my work is not yet finished; neither shall it be until the end of man, neither from that time henceforth and forever.

I should strive to help Him do His work by first embracing His peace

TFHW: Brotherhood

2-27-23
Emailed Roy & Tom
Discussed Moses 5:10 with Kitten
Emailed Cassidy about Gary's books
Held FHE

Monday, February 27, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Sought to Recover Them

2 Nephi 29:5
O ye Gentiles, have ye remembered the Jews, mine ancient covenant people? Nay; but ye have cursed them, and have hated them, and have not sought to recover them. But behold, I will return all these things upon your own heads; for I the Lord have not forgotten my people.

I should help others find the strength and peace I've found in the gospel

TFHW: All the Family

2-26-23
Emailed siblings about Gary
Thanked Pattty, Tom, and Shandra for letters
Emailed Patty about DNR
Replied to Kitten's email about TFHW meeting
Discussed putting names on temple prayer roll in EQ
Discussed TFHW with Iran
Got Kitten to tell Joshua a story about the great-grandfather he was named after

Sunday, February 26, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Come Unto Me

2 Nephi 28:32
Wo be unto the Gentiles, saith the Lord God of Hosts! For notwithstanding I shall lengthen out mine arm unto them from day to day, they will deny me; nevertheless, I will be merciful unto them, saith the Lord God, if they will repent and come unto me; for mine arm is lengthened out all the day long, saith the Lord God of Hosts.

My thoughts can turn to peace and joy, and He can help me find it

TFHW: He's Not Heavy

2-25-23
Visited Gary

Saturday, February 25, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Leadeth Them

2 Nephi 28:21
And others will he pacify, and lull them away into carnal security, that they will say: All is well in Zion; yea, Zion prospereth, all is well—and thus the devil cheateth their souls, and leadeth them away carefully down to hell.

I should be aware of who is leading me. Peace is the sign.

TFHW: Spread the Word

2-24-23
Told Corey about Gary & Ryan
Phone call from Dana at Brown County Adult Protection regarding Gary's guardianship hearing

Thursday, February 23, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Come to Understanding

2 Nephi 27:35
They also that erred in spirit shall come to understanding, and they that murmured shall learn doctrine.

I can find peace, even when I'm struggling

TFHW: Mound of Missives

2-22-23
Went to Joshua's school
Emailed Tom, John, Patty, & Roy about letters for Gary

Wednesday, February 22, 2023

Daily Ponderings: The Work of My Hands

2 Nephi 27:34
But when he seeth his children, the work of my hands, in the midst of him, they shall sanctify my name, and sanctify the Holy One of Jacob, and shall fear the God of Israel.

I should see the work of His hands everywhere I look, know it is for my benefit, appreciate it, and add to it.

Daily Ponderings: The Lord, Who Redeemed

2 Nephi 27:33
Therefore, thus saith the Lord, who redeemed Abraham, concerning the house of Jacob: Jacob shall not now be ashamed, neither shall his face now wax pale.

He can give me the power to be more like Him.

Daily Ponderings: Make a Man

2 Nephi 27:32
And they that make a man an offender for a word, and lay a snare for him that reproveth in the gate, and turn aside the just for a thing of naught.

I should strive to be teh best example of a man, without pain, without fear.

Daily Ponderings: All That Watch

2 Nephi 27:31
For assuredly as the Lord liveth they shall see that the terrible one is brought to naught, and the scorner is consumed, and all that watch for iniquity are cut off;

I can choose to watch for good things, note them, count them, embrace them.

Daily Ponderings: Their Joy Shall Be in the Lord

2 Nephi 27:30
And the meek also shall increase, and their joy shall be in the Lord, and the poor among men shall rejoice in the Holy One of Israel.

I can be happy with things as they are by seeing them as He sees them.

Daily Ponderings: Shall See

2 Nephi 27:29
And in that day shall the deaf hear the words of the book, and the eyes of the blind shall see out of obscurity and out of darkness.

I can see in a powerful way if I ask Him to help me see what He sees.

Daily Ponderings: I Will Show

2 Nephi 27:28
But behold, saith the Lord of Hosts: I will show unto the children of men that it is yet a very little while and Lebanon shall be turned into a fruitful field; and the fruitful field shall be esteemed as a forest.

If I try to see through His eyes, He will grant me the power to see as He sees.

Daily Ponderings: Who Knoweth Us

2 Nephi 27:27
And wo unto them that seek deep to hide their counsel from the Lord! And their works are in the dark; and they say: Who seeth us, and who knoweth us? And they also say: Surely, your turning of things upside down shall be esteemed as the potter’s clay. But behold, I will show unto them, saith the Lord of Hosts, that I know all their works. For shall the work say of him that made it, he made me not? Or shall the thing framed say of him that framed it, he had no understanding?

He knows me perfectly, and loves me anyway. The fear of thinking otherwise is a lie.

Daily Ponderings: I Will Proceed to Do

2 Nephi 27:26
Therefore, I will proceed to do a marvelous work among this people, yea, a marvelous work and a wonder, for the wisdom of their wise and learned shall perish, and the understanding of their prudent shall be hid.

I should act in kindness toward myself and others

Daily Ponderings: Draw Near Unto Me

2 Nephi 27:25
Forasmuch as this people draw near unto me with their mouth, and with their lips do honor me, but have removed their hearts far from me, and their fear towards me is taught by the precepts of men

We are not separate. But I still have to choose to turn towards Him

Daily Ponderings: The Lord Shall Say unto Him That Shall Read

2 Nephi 27:24
And again it shall come to pass that the Lord shall say unto him that shall read the words that shall be delivered him:

He will teach me as I read the scriptures.

Daily Ponderings: For Behold

2 Nephi 27:23
For behold, I am God; and I am a God of miracles; and I will show unto the world that I am the same yesterday, today, and forever; and I work not among the children of men save it be according to their faith.

I should be willing to see the things He puts before me to see

Mourn

Mourning means thinking "my life was one way, now it is another. It will never be the same again. it will be worse."

Comfort says, "it will not be worse, just different".

Quick Vision

God puts His arm around my shoulder as I look at each person and tells me "I created that."

"Why?" I ask.

"Why do you think?"

Source of Peace

Do I feel peace because I feel like I deserve it, or because I choose it?

Does the adversary ever tell me that I am not allowed to feel peace because I don't deserve it?

Sometimes he tries, but it doesn't work very well. I know that peace is a physiology and I can always choose to feel it. The fact that I can always choose peace means that I always deserve it.

His Eyes

Maybe I can practice seeing Him everywhere I look, and in everyone I meet.

Being Merciful

I can resist the urge to become offended - "I don't think a man can hurt another, not in any important way" - The Fountainhead.

No man can humiliate or disturb me without my permission

TFHW: Attentive Pupil

2-21-23
Attended Kitten's Doctrine of Christ class twice
Texted TFH council
Went shopping with Kitten

Monday, February 20, 2023

Daily Ponderings: He Inviteth Them All

2 Nephi 26:33
For none of these iniquities come of the Lord; for he doeth that which is good among the children of men; and he doeth nothing save it be plain unto the children of men; and he inviteth them all to come unto him and partake of his goodness; and he denieth none that come unto him, black and white, bond and free, male and female; and he remembereth the heathen; and all are alike unto God, both Jew and Gentile.

I should be the invitation to partake

Beatitudes and Progression - With Rewards (Matt 5, 3 Nephi 12)

POOR IN SPIRIT - recognizing I'm not where I want to be
THEIRS IS THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN - When I take the first step, I am free to enter His world

MOURN - processing the implications of the need to change
THEY SHALL BE COMFORTED - Looking over future hard things, one by one, and deciding they are manageable

MEEK - realizing that I have the power to choose to change
THEY SHALL INHERIT THE EARTH - I can have anything in the world I want if I choose it

HUNGER & THIRST - Choosing to change
THEY SHALL BE FILLED - Every future act in the new direction fills me

MERCIFUL - not beating myself up for not having changed earlier
THEY SHALL OBTAIN MERCY - I obtain mercy because I'm in charge of choosing to extend it to myself

PURE IN HEART - single-mindedly focused on the work of becoming the new person I want to become
FOR THEY SHALL SEE GOD - I see in myself His image in my countenance

PEACEMAKERS - gently & diplomatically handling other people who resist my change
THEY SHALL BE CALLED THE CHILDREN OF GOD - I treat them the way God's Son would treat them

PERSECUTED - realize it's a reflection on the persecuters, not on me
THEIRS IS THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN - I now live in His world, seeing others as He sees them

REVILED - it doesn't even cause me to doubt or hesitate anymore. I'm so focused on who I want to become that I don't think about the revilers.
GREAT IS YOUR REWARD IN HEAVEN - The reward is that being like Him is habitual and effortless

TFHW: Advocacy

2-19-23
Helped Kitten with her lesson
Emailed Cassidy about Gary's transfer

Sunday, February 19, 2023

Daily Ponderings: The Lord God Worketh

2 Nephi 26:23
For behold, my beloved brethren, I say unto you that the Lord God worketh not in darkness.

He will help me do works of kindness

TFHW: Not Even to See the Packers

-18-23
Visited Gary
Emailed family

Saturday, February 18, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Concerning the Convincing

2 Nephi 26:12
And as I spake concerning the convincing of the Jews, that Jesus is the very Christ, it must needs be that the Gentiles be convinced also that Jesus is the Christ, the Eternal God;

I should seek to understand the scriptures and convince myself of the sense in which they are true. This increased knowledge gives me increased power to change and progress.

Beatitudes As Spiritual Progression (Matt 5, 3 Nephi 12)

POOR IN SPIRIT - recognizing I'm not where I want to be
MOURN - processing the implications of the need to change
MEEK - realizing that I have the power to choose to change
HUNGER & THIRST - Choosing to change
MERCIFUL - not beating myself up for not having changed earlier
PURE IN HEART - single-mindedly focused on the work of becoming the new person I want to become
PEACEMAKERS - gently & diplomatically handling other people who resist my change
PERSECUTED - realize it's a reflection on the persecuters, not on me
REVILED - it doesn't even cause me to doubt or hesitate any more. I'm so focused on who I want to become that I don't think about the revilers.

TFHW: The Big House

2-17-23
Went to the temple for an endowment
Had FHE
Emailed Patty
Talked on the phone to Patty about Gary
Printed out materials for visiting Gary

Friday, February 17, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Keep the Performances and Ordinances of God

2 Nephi 25:30
And, inasmuch as it shall be expedient, ye must keep the performances and ordinances of God until the law shall be fulfilled which was given unto Moses.

Living His way is the surest path, even when it seems hard.

TFHW: Tiny Emails

2-16-23
Emailed Patty
Emailed Tom

Thursday, February 16, 2023

Daily Ponderings: The Lord God Promised Unto Me

2 Nephi 25:21
Wherefore, for this cause hath the Lord God promised unto me that these things which I write shall be kept and preserved, and handed down unto my seed, from generation to generation, that the promise may be fulfilled unto Joseph, that his seed should never perish as long as the earth should stand.

When He tells me what to do, I can rely on it

TFHW: Lead by Example

2-15-23
Taught Young Men about TFHW
Helped Joshua with homework

Wednesday, February 15, 2023

Daily Ponderings: This I Speak Because of the Spirit Which Is in Me

2 Nephi 25:11
And now this I speak because of the spirit which is in me. And notwithstanding they have been carried away they shall return again, and possess the land of Jerusalem; wherefore, they shall be restored again to the land of their inheritance.

I should listen to the promptings of the Spirit and do them.

TFHW: Doing a Lot of Stuff

2-14-23
Wished Kitten Happy Valentine's Day
Wrapped her Valentine's Day presents
Opened Valentine's presents with family
Took family to zoo
Texted TFH Committee
Planned TFHW talk for Young Men
Emailed siblings about Gary
Emailed Roy & Patty Gary's docs

Tuesday, February 14, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Answer the Messengers

2 Nephi 24:32
What shall then answer the messengers of the nations? That the Lord hath founded Zion, and the poor of his people shall trust in it.

I should listen for Him to whisper words of peace to me.

How Do I Know He Loves Me?

I have all the tools I need to get myself to do hard things and progress toward godhood:

Prayer, reframing, anchors, pattern interrupts, confirmation bias, imagination, visualization, memory, literacy, and logic

TFHW: Lesson Learned

2-13-23
Emailed siblings about Gary's heart problem

Monday, February 13, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Possess the Land

2 Nephi 24:21
Prepare slaughter for his children for the iniquities of their fathers, that they do not rise, nor possess the land, nor fill the face of the world with cities.

Wherever I am, I should bring His peace into that place

My Part, His Part

If I choose to cheerfully do all I can within my power, He will do the rest. Praying for inspiration will allow me to know what to do.

TFHW: Hunger and Thirst After Righteousness

2-12-23
Fasted for Kitten's talk
Came up with activity for Wednesday night
Talked about temple trip in EQ
Attended Elder Oaks fireside
Told Ministering Brethren to pray for Gary

Sunday, February 12, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Thy Viols

2 Nephi 24:11
Thy pomp is brought down to the grave; the noise of thy viols is not heard; the worm is spread under thee, and the worms cover thee.

I have a lovely song within me. His peace can help me find it.

TFHW: Just a Note

2-11-23
Went to the temple to do baptisms
Emailed siblings about Gary visit
Asked siblings and Shandra to write notes for Gary, which I will read when I visit

Saturday, February 11, 2023

Daily Ponderings: In Their Pleasant Palaces

2 Nephi 23:22
And the wild beasts of the islands shall cry in their desolate houses, and dragons in their pleasant palaces; and her time is near to come, and her day shall not be prolonged. For I will destroy her speedily; yea, for I will be merciful unto my people, but the wicked shall perish.

If I turn to Him for peace, he can make wherever I am be a pleasant palace.

TFHW: Brothers

2-10-23
Visited Gary with Tom
Asked Iran to prepare for the temple

Friday, February 10, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Every One That Is Joined to

2 Nephi 23:15
Every one that is proud shall be thrust through; yea, and every one that is joined to the wicked shall fall by the sword.

I should join myself to Him and let His peace wash over me, be part of me, and soak myself in it.

Things That Are Sacred

From "The Fountainhead":
"The things which are sacred or precious to us are the things we withdraw from promiscuous sharing. But now we are taught to throw everything within us into public light and common pawing."

"Common pawing" is the very essence of Facebook. I think that's why I despise it so.

TFHW: Renewing

2-9-23
Wished wife happy anniversary
Went to temple for endowment
Helped Br. Allgaier with Family Search question
Asked Cassidy about Gary's bank account direct deposit

Thursday, February 9, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Shall Be Amazed

2 Nephi 23:8
And they shall be afraid; pangs and sorrows shall take hold of them; they shall be amazed one at another; their faces shall be as flames.

I should be on the lookout for things I can be amazed by

Real Faith

Pray for rain. Then bring your raincoat.

He's Not Helpful

Ask the adversary: "Are you giving me advice on how to fix something I can't change?"

Peace Leads to Help

I prevent the Lord from helping me when I lose sight of His peace.

TFHW: Mathemagical

2-8-23
Helped Joshua with his homework.
Discussed visiting Gary with Tom

Wednesday, February 8, 2023

Love the Doing

From "The Fountainhead":
"Peter, before you can do things for people, you must be the kind of man who can get things done. But to get things done, you must love the doing, not the secondary consequences. The work, not the people. Your own action, not any possible object of your charity."

Worldly Distractions

From "The Fountainhead":
"Those things - they're not even desires - they're things people do to escape from desires - because it's such a big responsibility, really to want something."

Daily Ponderings: The Holy One of Israel in the Midst of Thee

2 Nephi 22:6
Cry out and shout, thou inhabitant of Zion; for great is the Holy One of Israel in the midst of thee.

I can choose to have His peace with me at any time, wherever I go.

TFHW: Busy Day

2-7-23
Attended Kitten's Doctrine class twice
Discussed Gary with siblings and family

Tuesday, February 7, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Sing Unto the Lord

2 Nephi 22:5
Sing unto the Lord; for he hath done excellent things; this is known in all the earth.

I can choose to focus on good things in any circumstance and thereby find peace.

Daily Ponderings: What Will Ye That I Shall Do unto You?

Matthew 20:32
And Jesus stood still, and called them, and said, What will ye that I shall do unto you?

If I don't now specifically what I want, He can't give it to me.

TFHW: Night Falls

2-6-23
Held FHE
Emailed Patty & Shandra about Gary

Monday, February 6, 2023

Daily Ponderings: With Joy

2 Nephi 22:3
Therefore, with joy shall ye draw water out of the wells of salvation.

As I seek His peace, joy can follow

Remember This Is Truly His Church

From Shirley W. Thomas's "The Doctrines of the Kingdom":
"In giving his counsel, Elder Packer asked, 'Would it make any difference if you remember that this is truly the Church of Jesus Christ?'"

If this is true, what else must be true, and them what should I do with that knowledge?

TFHW: Chatty Day

2-5-23
Gave Kitten a blessing
Indexed
Reminded Iran about temple appointment
Had Ward Council members put a name on the temple prayer roll with their phones
Put President Nussbaum's name on the temple prayer roll
Talked to Sr. Maas about putting her baptism stories on Family Search
Talked to Iran about getting stories from his grandfather

Sunday, February 5, 2023

Daily Ponderings: He Came up out of the Land of Egypt

2 Nephi 21:16
And there shall be a highway for the remnant of his people which shall be left, from Assyria, like as it was to Israel in the day that he came up out of the land of Egypt.

I can seek His peace and beome free to enjoy His love.

TFHW: I'm a Big Helper!

2-4-23
Attended South Stake Temple and Family History event with Kitten

Daily Ponderings: He Came up out of the Land of Egypt

2 Nephi 21:16
And there shall be a highway for the remnant of his people which shall be left, from Assyria, like as it was to Israel in the day that he came up out of the land of Egypt.

I can seek His peace and beome free to enjoy His love.

TFHW: I'm a Big Helper!

2-4-23
Attended South Stake Temple and Family History event with Kitten

Saturday, February 4, 2023

Daily Ponderings: To Recover the Remnant of His People

2 Nephi 21:11
And it shall come to pass in that day that the Lord shall set his hand again the second time to recover the remnant of his people which shall be left, from Assyria, and from Egypt, and from Pathros, and from Cush, and from Elam, and from Shinar, and from Hamath, and from the islands of the sea.

He loves me and wants me to be happy

TFHW: Curiouser

2-3-23
Asked my dermatologist, Thorsteinn Skulason, about his family history in Iceland (Grandpa's farm outside of Akureyri (dairy cows, sheep))

Friday, February 3, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Lead Them

2 Nephi 21:6
The wolf also shall dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid, and the calf and the young lion and fatling together; and a little child shall lead them.

I should let myself be led by Him into His peace

TFHW: Artic, Jungle, Desert

2-2-23
Went to Domes, library, and Walmart with family

Thursday, February 2, 2023

Daily Ponderings: Mighty One

2 Nephi 20:34
And he shall cut down the thickets of the forests with iron, and Lebanon shall fall by a mighty one.

Despite my fear, I can become a mighty one through His peace

TFHW: Divine Grace, Earthly Assistance

2-1-23
Helped Joshua with homework
emailed Tom

Wednesday, February 1, 2023

Daily Ponderings: The Lord God of Hosts Shall Make

2 Nephi 20:23
For the Lord God of Hosts shall make a consumption, even determined in all the land.

He has the power to do anything that is needful for me. I just need to ask

Shout Praises to the Holy One of Israel

From 2 Nephi 31:13
"...yea, then cometh the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost; and then can ye speak with the tongue of angels, and shout praises unto the Holy One of Israel."

I shout praises to the Holy One of Israel by the way I live my life. It's not by shouting words, it's by following Him. Not to be seen by others, but as a witness to myself.

Why Follow Jesus? What's in It for Me? How Does It Make My Life Better?

Jesus, like me, is a son of God. His life shows me the proper way for a son of God to live. I am free to try living another way, but I'm not free to succeed at it, because it's not appropriate given the nature of what I am. A bird can't live like a fish.

Repentance

I may get distracted and get angry. As soon as I notice this, I can choose peace. This is repentance - to choose peace over anger, fear, or sadness.

TFHW: A Witness for the Word

1-31-23
Attended Kitten's Doctrine class twice